…and my god it hurts

36 hours of doing stuff on two hours sleep - and I’m not actually tired.

Have learned a great deal about myself this christmas - most of it I wish I didn’t know but couldn’t move on without knowing.

The four are safe - this is all that matters now.

I am drunk, most of this will not make sense, if you don’t like it, ignore it.

I know it’s a bit early for this but I want to write them down before I forget.

1) Start swimming more regularly - the plan is at least twice a week.
2) Get a more permanent job.
3) Not to plan anything more than 3 months ahead of its happening*.

This year I’m going to roll with the flow and not stop to pick everything apart. I have some things to make up for, though not to apologise for as that would suggest they were wrong rather than short-sighted. Foundations have been laid and these need to be built upon.

*I am aware that by including this in my resolutions for a whole year I am making a fundamental contradiction, but I haven’t started yet so it doesn’t count

I know I leave this thing unaltered for large periods, but I have noticed a number of blogs which I check regularly appear to be completely defunct. Are people suddenly developing lives leaving them no time to blog? If so I want to know about it dammit!

You know who you are