Unhappy
My mood has taken a crash again. Is odd that, despite having had a good week away, the second I returned from camping it felt like I had never been away and that the week had happened to a different me in a dream or distant memory.
I slept disastrously last night with lots of vivid dreaming involving my being injured or dying. My entire head feels like it’s on back to front, I can’t concentrate on anything and I feel so damn tired. It was an enormous effort to get out of bed this morning and I can’t get enthused about anything.
I think the time may have come to be honest with myself that this isn’t “just going to go away once I sort my life out a bit” as I’ve been telling myself for the last five years or so.
Right now I could really use a hug and some downtime.

Wow - it sounds like you’re not a happy bunny
If you want to chat you know where I am.
right now
I’m sorry that all I can offer is an e-hug *hugs*
Comment by kelly — 30 June, 2008 @ 11:42 am
You know, I’m just a text away. Right now I could do with one of your hugs too. Can’t wait to see you in August. You and I are so alike and I love you to bits. Write to me soon!
Comment by A.M. — 30 June, 2008 @ 3:24 pm